Hi hi~ :D And a new blog entry >w< But i have nothing much to write today :/ hmmmmm eto....... -points up- Sheryl nome XD hahahha was testing make up~ and who says single eyelid aren't pretty?! >D hahahaha~

Ohh! ok i thought of one i think :3 so yesterday it was a school holiday and knowing i'm the kind of person who seldom study, i watch a drama for the whole afternoon, of course while doing my homework, and i finish them >D 


So i recommend this movie called koizora~~ its introduce by a friend >w< Its a very nice japanese love movie which moves people to tears!!! I mean if you are one who cried easily or something moves you easily owo

The story-line goes like this. 16 year old Tahara Mika was kiss by a boy, Sakurai Hiroki in a classroom. Not being able to forget about him, she ends up falling in love. She tried dating her classmate but in vain.

So not to spoil the whole show i shall stop here XD There's both drama and movie and i watch the drama :D It was kinda draggy but i promise that you will love the ending part, cause i cried for more than 10 times. Its like a cry stop and continuous of crying XD hahahahh~

Gonna try watching the movie next~ and maybe get my sister to accompany me to watch XD ahhaha~ but i think i prefer the actor who act in the drama, seto koji, cause he is freaking CUTE and HANDSOME~ He really acts like a gangster and is really honest at times XD

The best thing about his character is that he always dash off without and word and when he came back, one will just go AWWWW!!!! I WISH TO HAVE HIM AS MY BOYFRIEND!!!!
Although he do things without saying, he show how much he cared for mika~

If one ever find a boyfriend like this, she is blessed!! But the ending was sooooo sad!!!! But something disppointed about the show is that it is easily predicted. It's like you can predict what will happen next instead of having a surprise. But its still worth watching owo

That's all for today~ i shall watch the movie and talk about it in my next blog entry XD Bye~


















Don't think its coincidence and all but yes, i'm feeling lonely at school and at home.
Not everyday i felt like this, at school it was fine throughout but today its just....that lonely.
My mum went overseas often now due to projects, my dad work till late at night.


I'm always home alone with my dog as company. Its so lonely. No talking, tv not on, footsteps not heard, just the wind blowing at my face and a computer facing me. It hurts, but there is nothing i can do to prevent this. I always have to find things to entertain myself and prevent myself from breaking down.


But being a girl who smile often, i need warmth in my family. I need laughter. This few days its just a cold solid home, where everything is silent. I need family time and definitely friends time.
I've always tried my best to make people happy, but this time nothing can make me happy.
My happiness can only last that long and today its just.....as bad in school.


I tried talking to my friends but it seems that i'm boring..so i didn't talk as much as i did today.
During break, i laugh for a while and that's it.
But i was happy to see my other friends after school :') they make me smile and have fun, most importantly they listen to me even though i repeat it many times. They console me and yes i love them :) 


Everyday after school, i thought, can i not return back to the cold solid home? can i........stay out? as long as there's people around, im fine......


Sometimes life just sucks, although i'm living a good life..all happy and free from worries, having good food, a nice family and home..
But I still feel so empty deep down, so lonely, so........weak.
Right now, i'm in the weakest state that i can ever be in. Time is moving very slowly.
I should be studying but i can't....Just not in the right mood.

I have my own world and now its in darkness, confusion circling in my head, thinking why must it be like this? Why do people take granted of my kindness to them? I really don;t ask much, i'm like a person who wants laughter back to me instead of repayment.


One whom i was disappointed in, shall always be forgotten and forgiven.
I simply can't let go of this mindset..you claim to be the one, but your action speaks otherwise.
You claim to be my light when you were my darkness.
You claim to be my world, promise to lighten my world, but you just turn your back against me.
Thinking ample times is not right, but how can i think that way when you show me otherwise?


So i guess that's today emo post..sorry Bye and have a great week ahead :)























Welcome my dear wizards, creatures and muggles to the land of harry potter where one might get high :D


And yes, it was a total fun ! 8D The clothing, props and creatures made were astounding! Shall we begin from the beginning? 




 So....The ticket that we bought XD Nice and sparkles! 8D Was very excited that we didn't eat breakfast :3






On our way there~ In the train we go~

Our first step and we saw this xD

Are you surprise by a flying car? :P
hahahha xD
 Greeted by our favorite characters~
 Order of phoenix poster XD Neville, luna and ginny got cover by us xD
 So due to the no pictures allowed rules...we can only take our loots after getting out of the merchandise shop :3 If i ever go for a second round, Im sure to buy that scarf !
And my loot for the day is 3 boxes of all flavor beans :3 One is for a friend though and the taste is.....well you'll find out eventually if you buy them.


















So it was fun and really enjoyable there ! I really regretted buying 3 box of jelly beans cause.....its too much :P
I really wanted the scarf cause its sooooo SOFT !
When we were in there i was very fascinated by the costume! how small they were last time and after seeing all costume, we agreed that ron has a bigger body size than harry and Cedric (robert pattison) body is big and hot ! 8D
Got muscle~ 


Anyway back to main point xD Was loving hermione's dress in goblet of fire as it look sooo beautiful in real life!
Ron's clothing is soooo cute ~Was very excited to see hagrid's clothing and when we saw it...WOAH ! BIG AND NICE ! 8D Awesome i say...my neck was tilting all the way up and he IS HUGE !


Favourite prop in there was the triwizard cup, dobby, the wands (definitely), Mandrakes(you can pull them up and they scream, but they are quite heavy too), quittich xD (Where you throw the mallard in the hoop), hagrid's dragon egg (it moves :3), hagrid's chair ( allowed to sit on), centaur, spider, dragon, train and the statue of the death angel or something xD oh oh ! and the dementor~ And the cup where they read their future ! a dog shape was in there~


So favourite costume there was definately ron's ball clothing ( the grand-aunt one), hermione's dress, Harry's first year uniform, hagrid's clothing and bella laterix (dk how spell :x) clothing~ Voldemort's clothing wasnt very impressing and i think i didnt see any of dumberdor's clothing :/


Now moving on to merchandise, there were lots of things to buy but the price were....costly.. So i really wanted their wand which cost $75 each!!!! Their scarf was like $40 each....their cup was like $25 and the cheapest one was the chocolate frog and jelly beans :(


Advice : do not buy too much jelly beans, it is....a real bummer. Bring more money if you wanna buy the owl or t-shirt :3. The broom isn't worth it cause....it looks like one where you can just use it to sweep the floor =w=


So this is the longest post i have ever seen and ya i shall end it here ^^ If there is a chance again i will go >w< LIKE DEFINITELY ! 8D If harry potter has a fan meet i will GO MAN!!!! I WANNA SEE RON AND THE TWINS 8D
















Heehee~ New picts :D Ranka Lee Seikan Hikou~
Edits by Larry~ >w<
So imma back again with a new blog post after a long time :)
My exam results weren't as bad as i expected, but i still have to work on it!
Had a great fun time at cosfest but less pictures cause....idk~ hahah xD 
Ranka was the first cosplay for day 1 at cosfest ~ Not bad i say :3
So my school has a carnival and my class did a haunted house~
It was the most popular booth ! and we were all tired though =w= but still fun :D
I was a doll and ya....quite a lot of people scream when they saw me XD Especially boys >D
Although this week i had quite a stress time...I had to go for interviews for my poly and i was scared, nervous and worried that i had a total bad day this thursday..
I totally had a bad mood swing and it was terrible.. I kept thinking negative things and blaming people till i realize....I'm just lonely.
But after meeting up with one of my best friend, it seems tht all this was a lie and im back to my old self again :D Happy and smiling XD
So im having another interview coming up and im about to stress the part where i have to think up a character of my own and draw them up, but this time im sticking to the easy characters that i sort of thought about :)
Wish me luck people~ I hope my dreams can come true :D
Best wishes to you guys too in your future and health :D 
So im going to the harry potter exhibition tomorrow with my sister in singapore~
And I'm very excited !!!!! >O< Im SOOOOO buying the jellybeas and chocolate frogs~
Spamming of pictures is a definitely ~ XD Bye~


















As said in title~ Exam kills my brain cells !!!! @.@
Right after holiday, our school decides to give us exams! Who in the right mind will study during holidays?!
Ok maybe there are some good-will student who study but seriously!!!! 
I'm sooooo flunking this exam :(
There is time to study but...i'm still not ready!
I just having holiday moods! D: which isn't good at all....


So anyway, ignoring all this and pushing them away~
Last friday, my cosplay cliques, along with youichi, and I went to print our coscard~
The sad thing is we can't collect on that day soooo.....we collected it on monday (this week)
and it turn out AWESOME-LY ! not just ours, marvell, crystal and hitomi's coscard came out beautifully~


Oh right, if you don't know what a coscard is, basically its like a name card but it has all your cosplay info in there and a picture of you with very nice design~
So i was really happy and kept staring at it owo
It's use to trade with others ^^ And i can't wait to give them out too~


After quite sometime, i thought of a dream that i kinda wanna fulfill..
And that is to attend cosplay events at other countries :D
It's always fun to see other people cosplaying and having fun talking and having the same interest.
Therefore, if possible, i would like to fulfill this awesome dream of mine and hope it come true >w<


So that's all i guess~ have to study for my last exam tmr :( 
GAMBATTE WATASHI! >:D

Konnichiwa minna-san~ Kiri is back and ready to type a whole lot of crap!
As you can see, new blogskin :D Cause the old one got deleted :<
It was suppose to be this very cute chibi sakura and syaoran background...
But it went wrong somewhere, so i'm stuck with this kitty =w=
Was actually lazy to find a nice background too...soooo we'll stick with this XD and its cute!
Anyway, as you all know i'm a lazy person to update my blog everyday or once a week but i have my reasons :P


So if you watch inu x boku ss, you should know the character i'm cosing up there ^.
If not i shall tell you :3 her name is nobara yukinokouji aka MANIAC!
Nice anime i would say ^^ and recently i had a photoshoot with my cosplay friends for this anime.
I didn't have much pict as i didn't know what kinda pose is suited for her and all, but its ok :D
It was a fun group experience and everyone had fun i say :)
Although Youichi didn't cos any character from this anime, but she is our helper! :D


Oh yes! i had danced a short cover called seikan hikou from macross frontier :D
Shall link it here ^^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4wQarGE58I
Right there! XD Anyway my nobara isn't good..Plus i have small boobs and no cleavage..
Sorry to disappoint XD But i shall do my best :)


So holiday is ending at of today ^^ and school starts tomorrow which is what everyone hates..
National exam is coming and i might get stress and forget about this blog, so don't hate me ;w;
But if you have any questions that you are curious to ask, just put them in the chat box and i shall answer them when i'm free :D


Soooo i think i have nothing else to say but i will be back soon? i hope :P
Bye everyone~ :D


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"You think that they are happy, but deep down they are just hiding their pain..
 You think that they won't mind at all, when actually they are already hurt by your action..
 You think that they won't get sad, when they cry everyday at home..
 You think that they can be step on, when actually they don't wanna make the situation worst..
 You think that it's ok to bully them, when actually they cant do anything to defend..
 You think that it's ok to let them do everything, when actually they did it for your convenient..
 You think that it's ok to let them do it cause you don't know how to, but they find it annoying yet they just    wouldn't say anything..
 You think that it's ok since she is my friend, she will do anything for me, when actually all she wanted was for  you to figure it out on your own that she want you to be independent and know your limit..
 You thought of all that, But you guess wrong.."

As seen at the top of this, you guessed it! another emotional post..
Sorry..i guess i'm really known for having emotional blog post, but i guess sometimes you feel like this too..
Not going to say much, but im just gonna say this..

"Everything that i ever done, i never once said a word or complain..
 I kept all our promise, yet you don't.. to you it might not be important..but it's ok
 I tried my best to do things and get them, but all you can't wait..
 You were right, you care about yourself..
 I thought i was the one who changed so i tried to be someone better..
 Now i realize that it wasn't me at all..
 You were never being fair to me, like the toy we said to play together..
 No matter how much i want to play with mine, i still think for you..
 But you don't.. I didn't say much, cause i thought the more the merrier..
 I appreciate the things you bought for me..but i kinda regretted having you give it to me..
 I rather return you everything..
 If only you realize that you have been relying too much on me and its time to be independent..
 I would be grateful..seriously..
 The way you talk sometimes, its either too loud or too rude..
 You don't know that yourself..Sometimes i tried to bear it but in vain..
 You always thought, but you were always wrong..
 You always complain..but i dont mind and never said a word cause to me, you are just excited..
 You said you will try and change, but your change just took a wrong turn..
 The thing i hate most is getting misunderstand, yet you didnt apologize..
 Sometimes talking to you, we end up shouting and just make each other piss..
 I tried many ways to tolerate and i'm kinda glad i can make it this far..
 Sometime i even think i rather go solo..Cause i'm doing most of the work as you were lazy..
 You didn't want this or that..and sometimes i regret following you..
 But i just treat it as us going through thick and thin..
 Sometimes the thing you say..you don't even think before you speak..
 It doesn't hurt you, but it does to me..
 I won't mind not even being with you if you are still gonna be like this..
 I can't be the one tolerating this nonsense forever..
 Although i really like us to be together till old..But if its like this than there isn't any point..
 All i want to say is i enjoy our time together, but if it just continue like this..forget it."