Emotional Post..
Friday, May 25, 2012 • 1:52 AM • 0 comments "You think that they are happy, but deep down they are just hiding their pain.. You think that they won't mind at all, when actually they are already hurt by your action.. You think that they won't get sad, when they cry everyday at home.. You think that they can be step on, when actually they don't wanna make the situation worst.. You think that it's ok to bully them, when actually they cant do anything to defend.. You think that it's ok to let them do everything, when actually they did it for your convenient.. You think that it's ok to let them do it cause you don't know how to, but they find it annoying yet they just wouldn't say anything.. You think that it's ok since she is my friend, she will do anything for me, when actually all she wanted was for you to figure it out on your own that she want you to be independent and know your limit.. You thought of all that, But you guess wrong.." As seen at the top of this, you guessed it! another emotional post.. Sorry..i guess i'm really known for having emotional blog post, but i guess sometimes you feel like this too.. Not going to say much, but im just gonna say this.. "Everything that i ever done, i never once said a word or complain.. I kept all our promise, yet you don't.. to you it might not be important..but it's ok I tried my best to do things and get them, but all you can't wait.. You were right, you care about yourself.. I thought i was the one who changed so i tried to be someone better.. Now i realize that it wasn't me at all.. You were never being fair to me, like the toy we said to play together.. No matter how much i want to play with mine, i still think for you.. But you don't.. I didn't say much, cause i thought the more the merrier.. I appreciate the things you bought for me..but i kinda regretted having you give it to me.. I rather return you everything.. If only you realize that you have been relying too much on me and its time to be independent.. I would be grateful..seriously.. The way you talk sometimes, its either too loud or too rude.. You don't know that yourself..Sometimes i tried to bear it but in vain.. You always thought, but you were always wrong.. You always complain..but i dont mind and never said a word cause to me, you are just excited.. You said you will try and change, but your change just took a wrong turn.. The thing i hate most is getting misunderstand, yet you didnt apologize.. Sometimes talking to you, we end up shouting and just make each other piss.. I tried many ways to tolerate and i'm kinda glad i can make it this far.. Sometime i even think i rather go solo..Cause i'm doing most of the work as you were lazy.. You didn't want this or that..and sometimes i regret following you.. But i just treat it as us going through thick and thin.. Sometimes the thing you say..you don't even think before you speak.. It doesn't hurt you, but it does to me.. I won't mind not even being with you if you are still gonna be like this.. I can't be the one tolerating this nonsense forever.. Although i really like us to be together till old..But if its like this than there isn't any point.. All i want to say is i enjoy our time together, but if it just continue like this..forget it."
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