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A dream i had that reminded me of something..
Friday, February 17, 2012 • 5:11 AM • 0 comments So i had this dream...it was..kinda weird but at the same time it reminded me of something... It's a pretty long one so if you are those who love lonely story..than read this :) Its quite a sad story for me :(  " A girl i saw...she was just an average normal looking girl..nothing was special about her..maybe for her hobbies. She was a very cheerful girl, her face was always smiling like the sun, no sadness can be seen in her. But than...her life started changing and darkness overtook her. She said she despise her friends, who never thought of her feelings. Than she said again, ' But i love them for them for making me....ME.' 'I hated them....for not caring about me..' 'But i love them..for making me laugh.' But the darkness was so strong..this time she said, ' Now...I despise them more than ever.' She know that deep down..none of her friends understand her as well as she, who make an effort, does to them. She felt that her friends thinks that the world revolves only around them. She wanted to be a little selfish, but it seems that she is being a whole lot selfish. When she's hurt...no one goes near her to console her, none passes through her barrier. When she tried to hint her sadness..they pretended not to see or hear a thing, even if they did..they just agreed and none of their words are consoling.. When she ask for a little, it just seems like she just asked the impossible. She never wanted to be the one who decides things for her friends..she wanted them all to decide..together. She hate choosing in fact..she wanted everyone to agree and at least gives suggestion.. She never wanted to be 'the leader'. She wanted to tell them the truth..her true feelings..but it was impossible. In fact, she hated gossiping, but how can she not gossip when her friends keep doing it..so she followed. She hate to do something bad..but how can she when her friends are doing it. She was afraid to lose her friends..she was very afraid that they hate her..so she did what she have to do..and that is to follow. All she wanted was a carefree life..just like before, she was tired..ever so tired. No one really cared about her..they just assume. When her friends are out, she didnt want to follow, hoping that they will drag her out..but none did so.. All she wanted was her friends dragging her out to play..that's all she ever wanted, her friends to make the first move. But it seems impossible. She wanted to be with them..a part of them..but could not. She had a close friend, but she does the same..just replied with a word with nothing consoling. Practically, she was being ignored. To others it seems only like a small matter. She was tired..oh so ever tired.. Of course she didnt kill herself..but everything remains the same..it just scarred her heart even more.. No one knows what will happen to her..and no one ever does, cause none really care. So that's how she live.. continuously.." So basically that is how the story went :( poor girl....reminded me of something too.. reminded me of..........oh well, nothing big anyway.. So i hope you like this weird dream of mine, sounds drama though haha xD Bye :D
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